Not my will
To the members of RRBC
Thank you for choosing to walk through this 40-day devotional as a way to strengthen your heart, soul, and mind in your relationship with God during this Easter season. It is my prayer that as you seek His will, the Lord will bless you in ways you have yet to know and draw you deeper into fellowship with Him.
In Christ, Jonathan Barbo
Days 14-21
Day 14 — A King of Peace
Read:
Matthew 21:1–11
John 13:1
As Jesus enters Jerusalem in Matthew 21, He does so in a way that would have been impossible to misunderstand for anyone familiar with the Scriptures. He does not ride a war horse. He does not arrive with an army. He comes mounted on a donkey—the animal of a king, yes, but a king of peace. This is a deliberate fulfillment of prophecy and a deliberate declaration of the kind of King He is.
The crowds respond with celebration. Cloaks are spread on the road. Palm branches are waved. Voices cry out, “Hosanna to the Son of David!” They recognize royalty, but many of them misunderstand its nature. They are longing for deliverance from Rome, for political freedom, for relief from oppression. Jesus comes to bring something far deeper—peace with God.
This moment is filled with tension. The same city that welcomes Him as King will soon demand His crucifixion. The same voices that shout praise will fall silent or turn hostile. Jesus knows this. He enters Jerusalem fully aware of what awaits Him. John 13:1 tells us something crucial about His mindset: “Jesus knew that His hour had come that He should depart from this world to the Father… having loved His own who were in the world, He loved them to the end.”
Jesus does not ride into Jerusalem naïve or hopeful that things might turn out differently. He rides in with resolve. His kingship will be established not through conquest, but through suffering. His peace will not be achieved by force, but by sacrifice. The road paved with cloaks and palm branches will soon lead to a cross.
This is the kind of peace Jesus brings. Not the absence of conflict, but reconciliation. Not comfort without cost, but redemption purchased by His blood. He is the King who brings peace by laying down His life for His enemies.
Consider how you understand peace. How often do we want Jesus to fix circumstances while He is far more concerned with fixing hearts? How often do we celebrate Him when He seems to align with our expectations, yet resist Him when His way leads through suffering?
Jesus is still a King of peace—but His peace comes on His terms, not ours.
Pray:
Praise Jesus as the King who brings true peace. Thank Him that He did not turn back from Jerusalem, knowing what awaited Him. Ask Him to shape your understanding of peace so that you would trust Him even when His way leads through difficulty rather than around it.
Day 15 — Loved to the End
Read:
John 13:1
There are moments in Scripture where a single verse carries more weight than an entire chapter. John 13:1 is one of those moments. It serves as a hinge in John’s Gospel—everything before it points toward this hour, and everything after it flows from what Jesus is about to do.
John tells us three critical things about Jesus in this verse. First, “Jesus knew that His hour had come.” There is no confusion, no hesitation, and no uncertainty. Jesus is fully aware that the time has arrived for betrayal, suffering, and death. The cross is not an interruption to His mission—it is the mission.
Second, John tells us that Jesus knows He is about to “depart from this world to the Father.” Jesus sees beyond the suffering. He knows where the road leads. The agony of the cross is real, but so is the joy set before Him. His suffering is purposeful, not meaningless.
Then John tells us something astonishing: “Having loved His own who were in the world, He loved them to the end.” This is not a sentimental statement. It is a theological one. The word “end” here does not simply mean “until the last moment,” though it includes that. It also means to the fullest extent, to completion, to perfection. Jesus loves His own completely, exhaustively, and without reservation.
Consider who “His own” are. These are the disciples who will soon argue about greatness, fall asleep in prayer, flee in fear, and deny Him outright. Jesus knows all of this. And still—He loves them to the end.
This is where we often misunderstand love. We tend to love conditionally. We love when it’s reciprocated, when it’s easy, when people meet our expectations. Jesus’ love is not fragile. It does not waver under disappointment or betrayal. It does not withdraw when misunderstood. His love presses forward, even when it will cost Him everything.
This is the love that carries Him from the upper room to the garden, from the garden to the trial, and from the trial to the cross. The cross is not a contradiction of Jesus’ love—it is the fullest expression of it.
If you are in Christ, this verse applies to you. Jesus does not love you partially. He does not love you temporarily. He does not love you until you fail. He loves you to the end.
Pray:
Thank Jesus for loving you fully and faithfully, even knowing your weaknesses and failures. Ask Him to help you rest in His steadfast love and to shape the way you love others by the way He has loved you.
Day 16 — The Servant King
Read:
John 13:3–17
John opens this passage by reminding us of something crucial: “Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into His hands, and that He had come from God and was going to God…” What follows is not a contradiction of His authority—it is an expression of it.
Jesus knows exactly who He is. He knows where He came from. He knows where He is going. And because His identity is secure, He rises from supper, lays aside His garments, takes a towel, and begins to wash the feet of His disciples.
Foot washing was the work of the lowest servant in the household. It was dirty, humiliating work. Yet the King of kings kneels before fishermen, tax collectors, and sinners, and washes the dust and filth from their feet. This is not weakness. This is strength rightly ordered. Authority expressed through humility.
Peter’s reaction reveals how uncomfortable we are with this kind of grace. He objects. He resists. He cannot reconcile Jesus’ greatness with this posture of service. But Jesus tells him plainly: if He does not wash him, Peter has no part with Him. This is not merely about clean feet—it is about surrender. It is about allowing Jesus to serve us in the way only He can.
Then Jesus turns the moment into a lesson. He tells them that if He, their Lord and Teacher, has washed their feet, they also ought to wash one another’s feet. He is not instituting a ritual as much as He is establishing a pattern. The kingdom of God does not operate like the kingdoms of this world. Greatness is not found in power, recognition, or control, but in humble, self-giving love.
This is difficult for us. We often want to serve in visible ways, in respectable ways, in ways that affirm our importance. But Jesus calls us to a quieter obedience—a willingness to take the lower place, to serve without applause, to love without keeping score.
Before Jesus wears a crown of thorns, He wears a servant’s towel. Before He sheds His blood, He washes dirty feet. This is the heart of our King.
Pray:
Thank Jesus for serving you in ways you could never earn or deserve. Ask Him to expose any pride that resists humility in your life. Pray for the grace to follow His example by serving others with love, faithfulness, and a willing heart.
Day 17 — A New Commandment
Read:
John 13:34–35
After washing His disciples’ feet, Jesus gives them a command that will define the life of the church going forward. He says, “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another.”
At first glance, this may not sound new. The command to love had existed in the Law for centuries. But what makes this command new is not that we are to love, but how we are to love. The standard is no longer ourselves. The standard is Christ.
“As I have loved you.”
That phrase changes everything.
Jesus has just demonstrated what His love looks like—humble, self-emptying, and sacrificial. And He is about to take that love to its fullest expression at the cross. This command is not theoretical. It is rooted in action. Love, as Jesus defines it, costs something.
Then Jesus says something staggering: “By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another.” Notice what He does not say. He does not say the world will know us by our knowledge, our morality, our church attendance, or even our doctrinal precision. Those things matter, but they are not the primary identifier. The distinguishing mark of a disciple is love shaped by the example of Jesus.
This kind of love is not natural to us. It does not arise from personality or preference. It is not fueled by convenience or compatibility. It is the fruit of abiding in Christ and being transformed by His grace. It requires patience when we would rather withdraw, forgiveness when we would rather hold grudges, and humility when we would rather defend ourselves.
Jesus gives this command knowing full well that the men in front of Him will soon fail Him. Yet He still entrusts them with this calling. He is forming a community that reflects His character, not their consistency.
Ask yourself: Does my love for other believers reflect the way Christ has loved me? Would the people closest to me recognize Christ by the way I treat others—especially when it’s difficult?
The love Jesus commands is not optional. It is the evidence of a life shaped by Him.
Pray:
Ask the Lord to show you where your love for others falls short of Christ’s example. Thank Him for loving you sacrificially and without condition. Pray for the grace to love others the way He has loved you, so that His name would be made known through your life.
Day 18 — Jesus Prays for You
Read: John 17:20–26
It is one thing to know that Jesus prayed. It is another thing to realize that He prayed for you. In this passage, Jesus lifts His eyes to heaven and prays not only for His disciples, but for all who would believe through their word. That includes every believer who would come to faith after the resurrection—including you.
Jesus prays for unity, glory, and love. He prays that we would be one, just as He and the Father are one. This unity is not organizational or superficial—it is spiritual. It is rooted in shared life in Christ. Jesus knows that division will weaken the witness of His people, so He prays that we would be bound together by truth and love.
He also prays that we would behold His glory. The Christian life is not merely about obedience—it is about seeing, savoring, and being transformed by the glory of Christ. One day, we will see Him fully. Until then, we live by faith, anchored in the promise that Jesus Himself desires us to be with Him.
Finally, Jesus prays that the love of the Father would be in us. The same love the Father has for the Son is extended to those who are in Christ. This is staggering. You are not tolerated by God—you are loved.
Pray:
Thank Jesus for praying for you. Ask Him to deepen your understanding of His love and to shape your life so that it reflects the unity and glory He desires for His people.
Day 19 — Abide in Me
Read:
John 15:1–8
In this passage, Jesus gives one of the most intimate and clarifying metaphors in all of Scripture. He tells His disciples that He is the true vine, His Father is the vinedresser, and they are the branches. Everything about spiritual life—growth, fruitfulness, endurance—flows from this relationship.
Jesus begins by saying that His Father tends the vine. Every branch that bears fruit is pruned so that it may bear more fruit, and every branch that bears no fruit is removed. Pruning is not punishment—it is purposeful care. The Father cuts away what hinders growth, even when that cutting is painful. From our limited perspective, pruning often feels like loss. But from God’s perspective, it is love at work.
Then Jesus gives the central command: “Abide in Me.” Abiding is not a momentary decision; it is a posture of life. It means remaining, dwelling, continuing in close fellowship with Christ. Just as a branch draws life from the vine moment by moment, so the believer draws spiritual life from Christ through faith, prayer, obedience, and the Word of God.
Jesus makes a sobering statement: “Apart from Me you can do nothing.” This does not mean we are incapable of activity. We can stay busy, accomplish tasks, and even engage in religious behavior. What Jesus means is that apart from Him, nothing we do has lasting spiritual value. Fruit—true, God-glorifying fruit—can only come from a life connected to Christ.
Abiding also involves responsibility. Jesus says that if we abide in Him and His words abide in us, our desires will begin to align with God’s will. Prayer becomes less about bending God to our plans and more about participating in His purposes. The result is a life that glorifies the Father by bearing much fruit.
This passage invites honest self-examination. Are you abiding in Christ, or merely believing facts about Him? Are you drawing life from Him daily, or attempting to live the Christian life in your own strength? A branch does not strain to produce fruit—it simply stays connected.
Jesus is not calling you to try harder. He is calling you to remain closer.
Pray:
Ask the Lord to help you abide in Him more faithfully. Confess any areas where you have been living independently rather than dependently. Thank Him for supplying all the life and strength you need through your union with Him.
Day 20 — Greater Love
Read:
John 15:9–13
In these verses, Jesus continues speaking to His disciples about life in relationship with Him. Having just called them to abide in His love, He now defines what that love looks like. Love, as Jesus describes it, is not primarily a feeling—it is a commitment expressed through action and sacrifice.
Jesus begins by anchoring His love in the love of the Father: “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you.” This is not a diminished or diluted love. The love the Father has for the Son is perfect, eternal, and unchanging—and Jesus says that same love is extended to those who belong to Him. This truth alone is enough to reshape how we view God and ourselves.
Then Jesus gives a command: “Abide in My love.” Just as abiding in Christ produces fruit, abiding in His love produces obedience. Jesus says that obedience is not the means of earning His love, but the evidence of remaining in it. Love for Christ expresses itself in a life that desires to walk in His ways.
Jesus then elevates our understanding of love to its highest expression: “Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.” This is not poetic exaggeration. Jesus is speaking of what He is about to do. He will lay down His life freely, deliberately, and lovingly. The cross is not a tragic accident—it is a purposeful act of love.
It is important to notice who Jesus calls His friends. These are the same disciples who will soon fail Him, flee in fear, and deny association with Him. Yet Jesus still gives Himself fully for them. His love is not based on their faithfulness, but on His own.
This passage also challenges us. If we abide in Christ’s love, our lives will begin to reflect it. Love shaped by the cross will move us beyond self-preservation. It will call us to forgive when it hurts, to serve when it costs, and to give ourselves for the good of others.
The love Jesus describes is not natural—it is supernatural. It flows from union with Him and is sustained by His grace.
Pray:
Thank Jesus for loving you with a love that cost Him His life. Ask Him to help you abide in that love daily. Pray for the grace to love others sacrificially, reflecting the greater love you have received in Christ.
Day 21 — Peace in Trouble
Read:
John 16:31-33
As Jesus nears the end of His time with the disciples before His arrest, He speaks to them with honesty and tenderness. He does not minimize what lies ahead. He does not offer false assurances or empty optimism. Instead, He tells them plainly, “In the world you will have tribulation.” Trouble is not a possibility—it is a promise.
Jesus understands the nature of life in a fallen world. Following Him does not exempt us from suffering, conflict, or sorrow. In fact, allegiance to Christ often brings additional hardship. Yet Jesus does not end with the certainty of trouble. He follows it with an even greater certainty: “But be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
The peace Jesus offers is not the absence of difficulty. It is a settled confidence rooted in His victory. The world may rage. Circumstances may feel overwhelming. Fear may press in. But none of these things have the final word. Jesus has already overcome the world—its sin, its power, and ultimately its death.
This peace is deeply personal. Jesus says, “These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace.” Peace is not found in control, comfort, or certainty. It is found in Christ. When we abide in Him, we are anchored in a reality that transcends our circumstances.
This verse invites us to examine where we look for peace. Do we search for it in stability, in relationships, in outcomes, or in the absence of conflict? Or do we receive it as a gift from the One who has already secured victory on our behalf?
Peace in Christ does not mean we will never feel afraid. It means fear does not define us. It means that even in the midst of trouble, we are held by a Savior who reigns.
Pray:
Thank Jesus for speaking truth about the reality of trouble in this world. Ask Him to help you rest in the peace He offers, especially in areas of your life where fear or uncertainty feels overwhelming. Praise Him for overcoming the world on your behalf.